haha my grandparents make me laugh they told me that today was the nicest visit theve had with me in years but i mean i didnt act any differant fom usual i mean well i usually despise my grandmother because she naggs on me about every thing but she didnt today so maybe thats y i didnt have to defend my self but like it really seemed like my ( Read more... )

its amazing for the first time in my life i asked my mom to try harder and she has called me like every day this week kool stuff and yeah i had soft ball try outs today i hit like all the balls and it was funny cause the guy was like ooohh we have a junk ball hitter cause all the pitches were bad and idk it was kool i at least did better than my ( Read more... )

Y for Yes ( Read more... )

LUCUS IS MEAN HE MAKES ME SAD VERY VERY SAD

went snowboarding with stacie at 130 on tuesday and killed myslef i like died i couldne go down once without falling it sucked and im so god damn soar right now i just want to kill myself im not sre if we are going tomarow but i really hope i feel better cause if i dont im not going i thought i wasnt gonna get to see matt for the rest of te week ( Read more... )

awesome concert SOULFLY was soo good i had fun and so did matt and that is all that matters so im just happy he had fun and so did all the boys adam got kicked in the head when he fell on the ground and shea punched the guy who did it cause he did it on perpose and matt was protecting me the whole time it was nice but i wish he could have gone with ( Read more... )

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Lock the Door ( Read more... )

What color is most reflective of you? White (the absence of color) + Black (all the frigen things mixed together ( Read more... )

today has sucked so bad i woke up feeling really insercure about like a trillion things i was tired and of coarse didnt want to go to school but then i was like well i get to see matt so its worth it of coarse right as i got into school the bell rang like usual so i had to bring my books with me to class and then i had a sub in algebra whitch wasnt ( Read more... )