i havent updated in a looong time..
but nothings really new..things are goin good for the most part. thanksgiving is in 2 weeks! and i guess im goin back up to massachusetts..saturday-friday..so im missing 2 days of school and ill have 2 days to hang out when i get back. yeayuh.

but other then that, my life is boring. and repetitive. and lonesome.

I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come to mingle with eachother.

Then someone at my side says: "There, she is ( Read more... )

so. im driving up to good ole massachusetts tomorrow with my dad. at 5. in the morning. 5 in the damn morning. and it takes well over 10 hours to get there..i think around 13 or 14..i think i might shoot myself. im kind of excited to go up, despite the circumstances, and the fact that im missing 4 days of school..which means 4 days of make up work ( Read more... )

so my moms not coming home anytime soon..my grandpas dying minute by minute and i wont be able to see him..funeral plans are being arranged..my dad leaves saturday for the bahamas..one of my best friends isnt talking to me over nothing ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in awhile. i guess theres just nothing really to update. things are going alright, some good, some bad. i have nothing to really complain about though, with an exception of my grandpa. but this weekend has been pretty freakin good i must say..charles's friday night, hung around all day yesterday..todayy i have to do this stupid ( Read more... )

this has been the worst day/week ever. and i dont have bad days. it just doesnt happen. but here goes my venting: i found out my grandpa has cancer of pretty much everything and has 3 months to live, ive been permanently tired for about 2 weeks straight, i have no motivation for school what so ever and havent done any of my homework, i have no gas ( Read more... )

hmm. i just spent like 3 hours on a spanish project. shoot me now. and im so damn tired from only getting like a total of 12 hours of sleep this whole weekend. and im fed up with responsibilitiy and work and life's stupid lessons.

grr.

i love not caring. is that weird?

dont waste your time worrying about boys..boys will come and go. dont waste your time caring about the people who don't like you-- chances are you don't like them either. dont waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours.....Waste your time with ( Read more... )

hmm itd be pretty sweet if everything worked out exactly how you wanted it to..

but homecoming/4 day weekend was damn good. even though it involved no homecoming. and a lot of sitting around doing nothing. summer all over again! but still fun.

and my parents leave on wednesday for destin. i get a house all to myself. fuck yea.

its almost like the only way for some people to learn is the hard way. why? i really dont understand so please inform me..sure, life happens, we all go through unpreventable situations, but why would you put yourself at risk for something disasterous to happen? yea, we all have our fun. but at least be smart about it. 5 deaths in less than a year ( Read more... )