i dont know what to do with myself. i hate when things are out of my control.. im trying really hard to be satisfied with what i have, but its difficult sometimes when what you had was better. but im a strong believer that everything happens for a reason.. and im just kinda waitin around for the reason.
"Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever
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this week has just been a whirlwind. there have been so many ups and downs its unreal. growing up is really tough sometimes but ive learned so much just in the past few days..perhaps "the hard way" but i guess that there really is no easy way to deal with certain things. but tonight was just what i needed. i realized that everything is going to be
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i think alot of things are finally starting to clear up. in my head, if not anything else. i talked to jeff bell for a long time about everything thats happening and he made me realize that i need, we all need, to forgive and just treat eachother better. any one of us could be next and itd really suck if we were all holding grudges against one
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damn. the list keeps on growing. life is so unfair, and confusing, and frustrating sometimes. a lot of the time. is this how our whole lives are going to be? it seems like once i get over one loss, whether it be an aquaintance or a grandfather, one more is thrown right at me..im getting kinda of sick of it. life sucks sometimes.
there are so many things in life that we all have to worry about..today in lit we had a discussion on how todays society is materialistic and so future oriented. and its so true..so many people, especially around this area, think that being wealthy and having a nice car and brand name clothes and purses and having the most high tech this and that
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