Too bad things aren't how they used to be, so that I can relive them, and redo some of the things I did wrong. Today is a new day, only time knows what it has in store for me. My head feels like its been spinning for the past few weeks. Time has its wings on. I feel as if its leaving me behind ( Read more... )

So, life has been shit for the past couple of months. But change is on the verge. Things are getting better! I lost that shitty job, and I couldn't be happier! I'm in a financial hole, but it's okay. I guess i'm comfy in this deep hole! lol... I'm styll battling my personal demons. I am struggling to learn to love myself. I styll look in the mirror ( Read more... )

This day has been long and arduous. I'm glad its over... my term paper is done, and I am ready to retire to my sarcophagus... lol! My winter break starts in 8 days. I will be flying into Newark Liberty Int'l on Dec. 13th. I kno its gonna be fucking coooooold! I been spoiled by thyz damn Florida heat.... oh my, how I love it! Itz gonna be cold... ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me!!! My mind, body and soul made it another year!

I have been so pensive lately. I will have my Associate's Degree in lyk 8 months. I haven't rele given much thought as to how I wanna use it tho. I dunno where to go, or what to do? I know that I wanna go back to community college for my bachelors degree in Nutrition. I think it would be cool to do that. However, I am torn, because I wanna go to ( Read more... )

I am growing a little more comfortable with being alone and single again. I don't think a relationship is meant for me right now. Going through what I had to with the last b/f was enough. I have my friends... they are awesome. I am happy that its over. I so desperately needed for it to be over. I was losing my mind ( Read more... )

Everything changed at the snap of a finger ( Read more... )

Something isn't right....
I can't figure what it is....
You have changed
Or done something?
Should I be concerned?

You make me so mad sometimes ( Read more... )

Thank God I got that out! I have been feeling a lil bit down lately. Everything is going well. I got a beautiful place with my boyfriend and two friendz, however, I am apprehensive. I am afraid that everything WON'T be okay in the end. I have gone though, and witnessed some fucked up shyt thyz year. 2006 has been a year of maturity, change, and ( Read more... )