oh my gosh, it breaks my heart into a million pieces. the words he sais melt into my heart and leave inprints. his sweet talking abilities wowed me the first time we said words to eachother. it was the main reason why i went out on that first date with him, maybe 6 months ago. my heart aches looking at his pictures, looking at his phone number in ( Read more... )

theres so much going though my mind right now, it feels like im planning the short-term and long-term future at 120mph. if there were cops in my thoughts they'd give my prain a speeding ticket for sure. i have so much ahead of me, and i feel like school is wasting my time and stoping me from running ahead. i wish the next two years would zoom by ( Read more... )

it angers me. people complain about how hard school is, how unfair life is, how much prettier, thinner, richer, well-off they'd like to be but when theyr given a chance they just throw it away, shrug it off, make excuses ( Read more... )

im still not completely familiar with LJ, but i dont even know if anybody reads this, i guess its just a way to vent ( Read more... )

6 text messages, 4 missed calls, and 2 voice mails; thats what i had this morning. i found it in the middle of my room and not right next to my head like i usually do. i guess i threw it there in the middle of the night. i dont remember last night. i dont remember taking a shower or brushing my teeth or even laying down. i guess i was just that ( Read more... )

it all happens so fast, life flashes infront of your eyes; just like dreams project fast onto the back of your eyelids during the REM stage of your sleep ( Read more... )

ugh idk how to work this? mypace is soooooo much easier.. anyone wanna help me? please