i am wondering if i even want to keep this journal since i havent updated in like forever. i dont even think anyone reads it anymore.I really dont think any of my friends have updated theirs in awhile. I dont know. Well if someone is reading this.heres an update. i lost two grandparents within two months of each other. i am turning 21 in 6 months. ( Read more... )

Stephanie has managed to Fuck up her Life once again. Yes she has fucked up her school career,her relationship with a really nice guy. Damn that wall that i put up when some guy is trying to get really close to me. i hate fuckin mat too bc of him i wont let some guy get two inches close with me bc i am afraid to get hurt bad again.

I am done with finals for this semester. i am glad. i can get the hell out of here. i am not allowed to have a roommate unless its in an apartment and as long as i dont have to share a bedroom with them. i should be just fine. can u tell mine drove me insane. yes. i also have decided that i probably will grow up and be a marriage counselor. yippee ( Read more... )

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Nick Mercer: Here's to the husbands who've won you, the losers who've lost you, and the lucky bastards who've yet to meet you ( Read more... )

Well the week that i had off from school is over. Spring break was alright. I worked most of it. I got to see Alexa and she is so cute.I wanted to take her home with me but i think lisa would have a problem with it.lol.but its all good. i am working on my english paper...that was due today but i am just turning it on wednesday.i am on page three ( Read more... )

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So at the last minute last night I decided to go out. I went with Milan to a house for a party. Dana went with me. I am up after last night this early. I will not lie I really dont remember what happened last night. I remember bits and pieces. I behaviored myself i know that. I didnt sleep in my bed. I slept in Milan since he sleeps on the bottom ( Read more... )

Happy St.Patrick's Day to everyone!!!! I have decided to stay in for this holiday. I went and worked out and it was nice because no one was there. I went with Lesley and Mariah. Kent State is playing on TV right now againest Pitt and they are kinda losing and i am so hoping that they come back and win.oh help me. i am going insane for the day. I ( Read more... )

I know that i am not getting married anytime soon but I picked out the song that I am dancing with my dad on my wedding day.Now i just need to find that guy and then worry about getting married another day.lol later ya'll love Steph ( Read more... )