i can not remember the last time
i slept more than 3 hours continuously.
i dont like you.
or you.

non⋅pro⋅duc⋅tive
2. not worthwhile or beneficial;
not leading to practical or beneficial results.

use⋅less
2. without useful qualities;
of no practical good

self⋅ish
2. characterized by or manifesting concern
or care only for oneself

if it is so great,
why are everyone's eyes
always lookin elsewhere?
lies. lies. lies.

it was only a matter of time...

i have to let you go.
i have to. fuckkkkkk


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thomas is so beautiful.
sarah is so restless.

:(
nothing is as it seems.
it actually sucks way more.

chase. chase. chase.
stimulation. stimulation. stimulation.
chasing. chasing. chasing.
satisfaction. satisfaction. satisfaction.
at what price?

i wish i could read minds.
even if some say its a stupid power..

i am now feeling the effects of this economy.
domino magazine is shutting down.
endless sadfaces. :(

speedway and craycroft was the water that put out the fire.
cheers until the next spark in another year.

i love the way you smelled with my head on your belly.
nuzzled in your shirt that said..
hope.
haha. oh, the irony.

damn. shoulda coulda woulda.
what was i thinking sittin out
in the freezing rain
and not c(um)ing over to your bed..?