something feels just not quite right.
i keep feeling like a change in scenery is the fix.
but i know that is ignorant and only quick.
i know the problem lies much deeper...
thats the problem..

"we can never obtain peace in the outer world
until we make peace with ourselves"
tenzin gyatso

my soul and ego are at war..
i dont know who i am anymore.
but have i ever?
does anyone ever?

passing my days, lost and longing..
i havent felt awake or even alive
in too, too long.
somebody wake me the fuck up! thanx.

please dont say 'i love you ( Read more... )

jumped over the rainbow and fell into the fire
oh, lenore..

maybe this is just my excuse to do something i previously felt impartial about ( Read more... )

nobody wants to be THAT girl. and I'm her.
i want to throw up.

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how can someplace feel like home when i cant even find something to say to any of the people there if i tried? how can i ever fall in love when i dont love myself? how can love even exist when nothing lasts? does love have to last even? i am not in love and i dont know why i told myself i was... regret still haunts every fucking thought... would it ( Read more... )

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that is all.
i am going to meet that girl in those pictures again!
goodneight

should be an interesting day in the mind of Sarah Corrigan.
tonight (this morning) was something i never expected.