im thinking about giving up. after all im just a drama queen duhh. i feel unloved by others. if there really is one for everyone then show up then. for me my love days is over. i got my bottle as a friend

i dont know anymore. i dont know what to do. someone give me a sign

life is really surprising. it keeps changing. for worse or better i dont know. all i know is that if a person had alot of trouble in its life then the rest of your life it will be better even if you have few bad moments. for those who never felt the pain or trouble in their life then i can tell you that you will get some soon or later. thats what ( Read more... )

its something i never tried, i will never try and wont even consider trying. other people can do that as much as they want. however i wonder how it affect one person. does it make a sad person happy? or is it another fucking mind illusion you get during smoking. yeah one of those. i know a girl that smoke weed. i almost was together with her. only ( Read more... )

sometimes love returns in the most unpredictable moment. once you feel the bottom you feel someone reaching a hand, trying to help you get out of that black void you stuck in. there might be light there but its a long way. maybe just maybe there is hope. keep your eyes on the horizont. the love is in the air

does happiness exist or is it just bullshit? if happiness exist then why does some people (many) live in torment and pain? why does not people have it better? instead we see others having way better and the funny thing is that they have never felt pain in their life so why cant understand the pain we carry. im going to be very frank of me. in my ( Read more... )

i hate when friends going after your ex but i hate even more when that person that is togetther with your ex suddenly throws away the great friendship you once had to a bitch that lies, betray and using that person. especially when you known that friend for years. to know that 8 years friendship suddely throws away in the garbage just for a woman ( Read more... )

today has been a strange day. i suffered alot hole day. i was depressed to the max, people ignored me. until later today at the night a girl on the web starts to chat with me and she was a football (soccer) lover like me. we had a nice chat. from that moment we started to talk just talk it changed from bad to good. i feel good and joyful for once. ( Read more... )

have you ever felt that sometimes you say something right but in the end it turned wrong? that you should say something good but instead it becomes bad. right seems not to be always the right way. say whatever. its better that way no matter if its right or not

hiya sorry for not posting on a while. i have been feeling down because girls have played with my emotions and they are bitches that should get raped hard. but anyway i feel better now and im going to post somewhat often. if anyone wanna chat with me then you can reach me on ( Read more... )