Been talking a lot about the future. I just hope it's not JUST talk. Know this, as soon as I get that damn car, I'm taking action in getting my life together. I'm not going to go slow about it either. This will cause a lot of stress but I'm tired of having to wait for one thing to happen just so something else can. That kind of life can almost be ( Read more... )

Whew, it's been a while. OK, so since I last updated I've chilled with Ash a few times. (I love you, gurl!) It was a blast riding around doing absolutely nothing. Wait, we did go to the new Walmart AND all the way to a gas station in J-town just to change a CD. Then, as usual, we got wasted off of water, coke, etc... I think we need to start going ( Read more... )

K, so Russell got in trouble and I couldn't go over there last weekend. But, he came over Monday and stayed till yesterday afternoon. Monday was a true experience. Word of advice: DON'T GO FISHING ON FREAKIN' PRIVATE PROPERTY! Derrr! Anyway, so while Russ was here, we had a few fights. But, we did very well for being together that long with no ( Read more... )

Ha! Anywho, the past few days have been alright. I went to walmart with Russell's mom, when we got back we ganged up against him and he banned us from going to walmart alone again. He should have gone with us in the first place. But, hell, I had fun. And I got her input on a lot of things. (mostly nothing to do with me and Russ, I didn't want ( Read more... )

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OK, I lied. I have two friends. Besides Russell, Ashley is the only person I wish to communicate with. I can honestly say, almost everyone I've ever met in my life has turned their back on me, ratted me out, something to that nature. Fuck 'em. Yeah, I know, I ( Read more... )

*Ahem*  ;x   Yeah, Russell called. He said he was mad at me. I told him I had planned on appologizing, so I did. I said I was sorry that I didn't tell him I loved him when he said it to me. That I thought he only said it because he knew I was upset. He said that wasn't true. So, everything's all good between me and him now. But, he and Meribeth got ( Read more... )

Arg! So, Russell went fishing with Meribeth and John again. First, he asked if I wanted to go with them. I didn't know if Meribeth and John wanted me there, so I wasn't sure. Then, I called him back and he was like "call them and tell them to pick you up on the way." So, I call and no one answers. Fine. I call Russell back and he's like "oh, well, ( Read more... )

Nothing much has happened. I've talked to Clinton a few times. Everything's going good with him, so far. I'm still waiting for my check to get here so I can give Russell some money for a late birthday present. I haven't bitched at him since our big fight and he hasn't criticized me. I just wonder how long this will last. Sometimes I get mad at ( Read more... )

OK, so I was almost right last night. I called Russell and woke him up and he was like "I didn't promise anything and besides there's nothing to do." I was sooooo pissed off. Then, he called me back an hour later and told me he wanted me to come spend the night with him. So, that I did. We watched a few movies, "chilled", went to sleep. Got up ( Read more... )

So, it's been a few days. Clinton left for Boston yesterday. I miss him.   :\    He said he'd be back to see me in a few months, I give him 2 weeks. (at the most) He said, to spite me, he'd wait 2 weeks and 1 day. Ha, I love that little shit head. I was supposed to see Russell last night, didn't get to. (not a surprise) He called today and said he ( Read more... )