Alright. I suppose I really should update this for all you people coming here from my site link.

Things super suck and I'm an emotional wreck. I've got too much going on and my body/mind cannot just take it all in and deal with it. As soon as Christmas holidays start I should be fine, but for now I'm an effin' mess.
I put my site onto hiatus, ( Read more... )

These old walls have seen the worst of me, they're bleeding confession.. but they'll never speak.

This past week has been kind of a blur. Because for some reason a person can be fine one day and then things will competely change the next day. In saying that, my mother is in the hospital. She has been since Thursday night. And I've been an ( Read more... )

Howdeeeh. So this weekend has officially kicked off.

Yesterday I had my Drivers Ed.. right.. and I had to drive the girl that had a lesson before me home.. and she lived 40 minutes ( Read more... )

I've been pretty busy so far this week. But it's already half over. Or over-half over.
Monday I went to the gym after school.. yes I actually lugged my arse
on over there.. ALL by myself. However, I've gotten into the mentality that I can now eat whatever I want because i'm 'working it off' which is a HORRIBLE mentality to be in. Idk idk!

I worked ( Read more... )

Heya loverlies.

So I've come to the point in my life where I must change things. I've really gotta get it all under control. I want to prevent the inevitable and I shall do it.

So.. today after school I'm going to the gym, and then I've got piano and stuff later tonight. I also need to practice more and my mother brought that to my attention last ( Read more... )

Kay.. so.. here's the deal. I hate it when people walk outta my life.. and when they lie about it too. I hate finding out that someone I cared about so much is not exactly gone. I mean, how am I supposed to take that? I feel like I'm going to be sick, right down to the pit of my stomache ( Read more... )

Callie was mad that I wasn't updating this. Even though NO ONE reads it ><; Idk. I'll do it, and just for her anyways ( Read more... )

Idk. It's snowing super heavy; my nose is burning [along with my eyes], my throat is throbbing with pain and I'm whiter than a goth on speed. ><; Woo. Hoo.
My friends want me to go out and eat Chinese for supper w/ them, then go watch movies; and I feel like curling up in a ball and dying...but I do want some chinese food O _ O;;. *sigh* I dunno, ( Read more... )

Hey hey. My last journal entry was incomplete because my mom sucks. But oh well, =X. I'm quite upset because Callie's dad is going to take s-d from her; which means 1. My favorite website is dead, 2. My hostess is dead and I'll have to find another, and NO ONE could EVER beat Callie in a hosting race. EVER. I love you dearest! <33 ( Read more... )

Wow. I'm so hardcore emo its amazing. =XX

My back hurts soo bad though, I've always had lower back problems; but now its all, I get up and it goes CRACK and I cannot move. It hurts so bad, and tomorrow I'm supposed to babysit to get money for BOTH!!! of the Park cd's, but I have to have the money in my hand before Mum lets me order them, and if my ( Read more... )