it annoys me that my mom can't move on and will not accept that my father is HAPPY with Janet. She won't say her name and every time i say something about Janet, she comes back with something sarcastic and rude. i am so over her bullshit. i can't wait to leave for thanksgiving.
surprise. i'm home for fall break. and i surprised mom and jack last night. i really miss band now. like really. it's bad. i miss the people in it too. sigh. i'm tired. and i love my bed. so much.
uhh yay Queens boo school starts tomorrow. yay people are way nice here. boo... nothing. i love it. i'm tired. but that's good too. i miss a few in btown. my mother still smothers me from 500 miles away. yay friends. yay no curfew. my side of the room is looking awesome.
i am loving the idea that i'm leaving in a month. i have new friends. i'm going to california on tuesday and on monday i'm getting an 80 minute deep tissue massage... amazing. life is good.