What do you do when you realize you've made so many fucking mistakes?

Life is absolutely wonderful.

Insecurities suck.

 The Way I See It #21

People need to see that, far from being an obstacle, the world's diversity of languages, religions and traditions is a great treasure, affording us precious opportunities to recognize ourselves in others.

  The Way I See It  #58

I have faith. Faith in our wondrous capacity for hope and good, love and trust, healing and forgiveness. Faith in the blessing of our infinite ability to wonder, question, pray, feel, think and learn. I have faith. Faith in the infinite possibilities of the human spirit.

 The Way I See It #141

I used to feel so alone in the city. All those gazillions of people and then me, on the outside. Because how do you meet a new person? I was very stumped by this for many years. And then I realized, you just say, "Hi." They may ignore you. Or you may marry them. And that possibility is worth that one word.

Its 3 in the morning, I have class at 9:35. What the hell am I doing? I should be sleeping, but of course, I can't. So much is on my mind.

I found something I wrote last March:

-Tuesday, March 4, 2008 at 7:57pmEverything is finally changing. Simply stated. High School is ending. Most of us are moving on to bigger things, whether it be ( Read more... )

Ive come to the obvious realization that boys are even more stupid than i thought.

School started last week. Its alright. i was so happy i had 5th lunch.... yeah so much for that! now i have crappy 4th. how lame. yeah so anyway, band practices are okay i guess. we dont sound or look nearly as good as we should, but we're getting there. like... holy crap though our first football game is on friday!! ahhh! that means wearing the ( Read more... )

well i had band camp all this week. its been unusually fun, yet sooo frustrating. the new girls... well... im sure its self-explanitory. but other than THEM its great. kt and marissa and courtney k.oh and movie stars and sombreros are awesome. ive met some new people... and maybe HOPING to meet some new people. as is kt i guess. lol anyyywayyys ive ( Read more... )