Ya its not worth my husband spending his money that he busts his ass for on lpu dsl or a computer for people that cant even hold a conversation with me... You all say your busy or weve grown apart well Im busy too with a baby but i make time for all of you its just really fucked up. I dont have anyone in Hawaii so I rely on my friends back home and ( Read more... )

There's something really cool about when your baby cries and when you pick him up he looks up at you adoringly and stops crying . i honestly cant think of any other feeling better than this expect when i heard his cry for the first time and the nurse FINALLY gave him to me! It seemed like forever waiting for him (he has stress during birth and his ( Read more... )

My husbands friend let me use his labtop while they are away well i was searching for pictures I put on the labtop for the baby and came across a file with my husbands name and shit well that MOTHERFUCKER is cheating on me! I always thought he was but I know got my proof what do i do i always said Id leave him but we have our son now plus I wanna ( Read more... )

Ya since no one talks to me anymore at all me coming back online and wasting money on stuff like lpu and shit was worthless. I feel so alone . Yes I have my son and i love him more than anything but he can't talk yet and i can't really say what I wanna say... like the fact im scared shitless that my husband might not come home or he will and he'll ( Read more... )

My mom came down to Hawaii to see me and the baby I haven't seen her in a year so it was great to see her plus she wanted to meet her new grandson. We had fun seeing all the sites and spending the holidays together and totally cooing over my son . But she left today after missing her flight yesterday. The extra day was great but also made it harder ( Read more... )

The reason I havent updated since I got back online is I had my son on November 29th 2004 @ 1:22pm ! So mommy has been very very busy! Exspecially with daddy over in afganistan mommy is pulling double duty. But grandma is coming down christmas eve so Im excited I havent seen my mom in almost a year!Oh btw if ya wanna see my son's picture go to www. ( Read more... )

Its amazing to see in a little less than a year how many people I still talk to or remember me from online. I was so excited that bobby and I made enough money now that we bought all the baby's things that we could get the net. But barely anyone I was so close to when I left to move to hawaii with my husband talk to me anymore and those that do ( Read more... )

well I finally got a computer! We are wating for the birth of our son Robert anyday now ! I got two dogs now Rocky and Boomhower(my husbands dog). We live in honolulu um I am getting tired thats why this is run on. so this is it for now.

Im doing ok we still havent got a house yet but............ I got a new dog named rocky he is so damn cute. I miss you all hugs and wuv.

Maranda

Thanks to all the ppl from lpu that acually care that Im leaving. As for all those who live here and havent called to say bye or hang out fuck you! Have a nice life too. I leave monday morning at 530 so ya .