So I just had an amazing lesson and I finally feel like I am doing the right thing with my life, no matter how stressful everything gets at times, I know that my heart is in it and that I CAN do it. BIIIG smiley face! Thanksgiving is in a week and its snowing today and that makes me happy because I love the holidays andd I can't wait to bug people ( Read more... )

I PASSED MY JURY!!! and i only have 2 finals left till im done with my freshman year of college, one down 4 to go hah...oh god...not a good thing to think about. plus no one in my family answers their phones today...bleh.

i need to practice like whoa all summer, along with working my two jobs. good stuff to look forward to...

Ah, I am so excited to see Ben Folds tonight, because it's my first time and its going to be so sweet :] Anyways, everything is going good, only 4 weeks left of my first year of college, which is crazy, andd Michael and I are approaching our 1 year and everything is so good with us ( Read more... )

Life here at MSU has been way different than I thought it would be. I guess I just expected that I would go crazy and party all the time, but I haven't at all. I just don't feel the need, especially since I have so many other priorities I have to worry about. I think I'm getting better at bassoon...at least I hope so. It's become such a huge part ( Read more... )

a month and 20 days til im up at state...pretty sweet, i must say. im kinda confused and stressed about a ton of stuff right now, and i definately have no one i can go to for real advice because i dont really want anyone to know whats in my head, ya know?? the one thing i do know is that even though part of me is like ready to leave now, the rest ( Read more... )

so i have exactly five days left of high school. everrr. im sooo excited to be done but at the same time im scared of moving on and leaving people behind. i mean, most of my friends are still going to be here and its going to suck hard. i know ill be home on breaks and random weekends but its not going to be the same. at least a lot of people are ( Read more... )

so yeah...one and a half months left of school left woohoo! i cant wait, oh emm gee!! annnd im just really happy in general lately so yay. drumline is almost over, which is good/bad at the same time but i might be doing kiwanis this summer, thats still up in the air. ummmm yeah we leave for new york tonight, yay for missing two days of school thats ( Read more... )

i have 3 months left of my senior year in high school wow. my last audition was yesterday and it went really well. musicale was today...same with that, it went well, at least for bassoon. im so confused about life, but i just need to try to relax and let things happen. thats all i really can do. i just really dont understand people sometimes. im ( Read more... )

so its the start of a lot of lasts....the end of high school is nearing. tonight was my last talent show and it went amazingly well, i couldnt have hoped for a better performance. thank you to all of those who were there supporting me. im sad, because im afraid that might be my last time singing like that and performing. i wish i could make my ( Read more... )

so i just had the worst audition ive ever done. i played horrible, and the whisper key lock got stuck...that was just the least of my problems. only one more left...the most important one to me, because i want to go to state soo bad. i want to sing. there i said it. wish me luck...one month to prepare. ::crosses fingers::