_i'd like to thank you for making it so easy to get over you, because if this is how you cope with shit, i'm glad you're not letting this progress. you're only proving yourself to be a child, i made it very clear to you that i'd rather see you happy than stranded, so go to her if that's what you want, or don't, but whichever you choose, don't act ( Read more... )

_so this morning i went to write a poem.. and if you've ever read any of my poetry you know that when i'm making rhymy shit.. things are rough. so i was starting this poem and i got to like my fourth line when matt called and distracted me, and ended up making me more pissed off than i already was. i really can't deal with being in a relationship ( Read more... )

_i really expected this to be different, it really isn't. i've tried not to post angry, i haven't posted at all. megan says i'm just thinking of excuses so i can sheild myself from getting hurt. you lemmeno, i'm gunna take this from today.. today being the day that's just finished since i haven't slept yet ( Read more... )

everytime i think about it... this little voice inside my head is screaming at the top of it's lungs, begging him not to be a mistake

_so yes, i finally spoke to him, and things worked themselves out. i get a little overdramatic apparently. still get this nervous feeling all the time, maybe it's just self insecurities, or maybe school being ( Read more... )

okay so i need to vent, i probably won't even post this, but if i do most people who read it are so minute to me that i haven't even bothered speaking to them in years. i feel godawful. like.. i feel the exact same way as i did when luc and i broke up (ossh i haven't posted since we've been dating, yeah not an item anymore) though i'm not ( Read more... )

it's not even six but i'm watching the sun peirce the dark sky ( Read more... )

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idk if i'll actaully post this.
i don't know if i know what to say.

~sillyseamonkey~


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