hm.  the last few days have been good.  i went wednesday to try on my dress and it's really nice.  like really really nice.  better than i thought it would be.  and i spoke to jess and she might be coming home for a bit on may 22nd with a friend from cali.  i'm excited for that.  i miss her and i'd love to see her forever anticipated dreads.  ( Read more... )

so yeah.  all my great fans missed reading my journal so they begged me to update.  actually just jessica.  and because she is like my bestfriend, i'm down for it.

*disclaimer* i just put on firming bodylotion and i can feel my skin tightening

so yeah it's 1:30 and i just woke up.  today was interesting.  first period giselle sprayed velocity, ( Read more... )

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wow long time. um. usual shit. turned 17. vacation was mediocre good, i wanted to do more, my family got sick, i wanted to get my permit, eh. i'm a lazy schmuck who will probably always depend on others for rides. boo fucking hoo. i don't really care. we went to this japanese place where they cook in front of you for my birthday. it was ( Read more... )

last cigarette: the one i gave to the old man?
last car ride: home from gateway country or soemthign like that?
last kiss: ladies don't kiss and tell
last good cry: on the phone with my dad a few days ago... schumuck
last library book checked out: smack?
last movie seen: spun
last book read: greast gatsby
last cuss word uttered: c u n t =)
last beverage ( Read more... )

so many things happened yesterday.  and now my eyes are burning and i can barely breathe.  i've really worked myself up but good.  first i was late to school but thats the norm, and then i found out that in a class i need to graduate i have a 31 average.  meaning there's now a chance that i won't graduate in time.  i was upset about that all day ( Read more... )

yesterday.  school.  the usuals.  mike<3<3 show.  home.  typical.  i think mike's mad at me.  spacier that usual.  i don't know.  and then there's that other thing that can never possibly happen no matter how bad it's wanted not in a million years so you'd think i wouldn't try?  but no i need to get my heart stomped on some more right... i hate it ( Read more... )

my tummy hurts. that's what you get, loser. coffee is not breakfast. i got home at like eightish. i've been falling asleep at grandma times. i miss my computer. i might be getting a new screen from gloria =] my mom does not like co-ed sleepovers. my mom does not like it when i wake up in bed with boys. hahahah <3

shannon malazzo just threw a biggie sized diet coke at me.

01-- When and how did we meet ( Read more... )