If I were a month I would be: January ( Read more... )

I think every morning that I wake up in this bed, I get more and more frustrated. There are a billion people here, but that only makes me learn mroe about myself. I've already known that growing up seperate from my family means that I tend to make my home in other people, and by other people, I mean boyfriends. I don't just run around and date ( Read more... )

As I've already said, I feel like I'm here for no particular reason ( Read more... )

I said,

"I wish I could forget your face. It would make life a lot easier to live, if every moment I were not grappling to remember it."

But, I'll probably never see it again, which makes the memory all the weaker in the shadow of your voice.

I sat throught all my classes today, staring at the wall with closed ears asking myself, "What am I doing here?" I find myself asking this question a lot lately, no matter where I am. It has become apparent that this is not what I want of my life, and furthermore, this does not feel like the way to achieve my goals ( Read more... )

With my feet planted as hard into the carpet as I could possibly lodge, I hold on as tight as I can. I feel like if I let go of anything, I'll never see it again. It's a feeling like vertigo. Everything around me is as solid as wings. If I stop looking at it for seconds, it will disappear. It will never come back. I feel like I've thrown my ( Read more... )

Someone at work asked me today, "How long have you been living in Grand Rapids ( Read more... )

Every band that played at the Cantina ALWAYS played this song. Which is one of the greatest I know ( Read more... )

Oh man. It's almost time to move. I'm really excited. It'll be really sad leaving everything I've had forever behind, but at the same time, I think I need to get out of here. I like to make lovely new friends, so it shouldn't be the end of the world. I just wanna pack up my things ( Read more... )

SO I thought maybe Hell could freeze over and I could update ( Read more... )