Okay I'm ready for the craziness to stop. I went in for the piss test today and end up getting turned away so i have to come back tomorrow. I just want this stuff over with so I can move ahead with my life. Ja and I are doing okay....I guess. I mean emotionally we're solid, but it seems sometimes like we've got a couple of people out to ruin our ( Read more... )

I'm feeling okay today..I guess it could be better. At least we have our jobs and our home...barely..we have to get out of here...the landlord won't leave me alone at work. I tell him I don't want to discuss things at work and he just keeps on talking. We've moved the wedding date and shortened the list down to minimal...I still have no dress....I ( Read more... )

You Are Absinthe!

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I'm tired....and bored.....things are in the usual chaos.....Ciao.

AAAAAAAAAH! I don't know what to do.....anyone wanna give me a thousand bucks? I hate working my butt off at work and having nothing to show for it. Well, at least I have love and family, right? Yeaha, I just wish those things provided the utilities and insurance...I'm already robbing peter to pay paul....and even peter's too broke....Everybody ( Read more... )

Okay, now I can rant...First things first....THANK YOU....to all those friends of mine who've helped us out in the past couple of months...you've managed to help us keep food on the table and that is juat beyond awesome. THANK YOU. We're nowhere near getting out of the hole yet, but maybe it would be better if they did take my car....Life is still ( Read more... )

I'm actually back, for the time being...time to see if I remembered my password

Okay....Jaysen lost his jobe Wednesday so things are looking awful right now. I've got people crawling up my ass telling me what a loser he must be. Anyway, it's a long story...I'm bummed....we're in debt past our eyeballs. To top it off, J found out he has to go to court with Molly to get the support changed. Ack.Ciao.

I can't help but wonder if something is screwing with my head. I obsess, yes...it is a part of my personality. I accept that.....but all of my obsessions have gone away the more time that goes by....I get bored or disenchanted and I move on. All save for one that keeps rearing its ugly head and has driven me insane...it's like I'm trapped in ( Read more... )

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