I failed....miserably.....I quit the diet.....I was feeling soooo awful on it....my stomach is still in knots....so now, a new approach...I am going to exercise my ass off...literally .....That's what took it off in Kansas...that's what will take it off now...I just need to step up my physical activity. I was ssooooo thin (for me) when I lived in ( Read more... )

But the good news is...I am officially engaged!!!!! Jaysen and I still need to lock down a date, though...My parents are trying to pretend it isn't happening and making more fuss about Chip and Val's wedding...which is being planned with no engagement. I feel really left out in my own family....It sucks ass....I miss all my friends...I wish they ( Read more... )

Ever have a few days where you just feel absoutely miserable and can't figure out why? And then go off to work and become giddy as hell?.....when I got off work today, I was about to bounce Jaysen out of bed and yell.."GOOD MORNING FAMILY!" ..that kind of giddy...it's weird....anyway...I'm looking forward to this weekend....it looks like another ( Read more... )

Yeah...been too busy...I hate my job...well, not the job, just some of the yahoos that work there....the ones that decide they're not going to tell me that they're changing something on my time sheet....or that they didn't like how I spoke to them, or they don't like something I've done...they just go screaming to the nearest authority figure and ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday, Bonnnie! Sorry I couldn't make it to your party....I had all 3 kids. Anyone who wants to email me....use my yahoo or my hotmail....have I said that already? OH Candle party this weekend...Saturday at 730....3008 Montclair Ave...apt down....take State rd north....ah.....Jay just left for work...time for bed...Ciao!

I lost my AOL account....ack.....Mom and Dad cancelled theirs .....so there went my mail...I still have my Yahoo and hotmail, though...(silven26@yahoo.com and bluepaws@hotmail.com)hmmm...anyone want 3 kids? I love them...but man, some days.....anyway...Jaysen's getting sick...the evil death flu I got recently......I hope I can care for him as well ( Read more... )

I have cable internet now...yeay! Living here is really working out. I love Jaysen so much! I 'd like to have people over, but some don't seem to want to come over...oh well....happy dance!

I had Fun last night.....I forget sometimes how much I loove going Karaoke with everyone. Jenn seemed a bit grumpy....I wish there was something I could do....BDJ rocked as usual...but he seemed pretty wiped out...I sang different stuf....sucked royal singing LeAnn Rimes, I did pretty well singing Dusty Springfield, and had a fucking blast singing ( Read more... )

Getting excited. Hopefully will be moving in less than 2 weeks....Taxes done. Creatively , I feel like I have alll of this stuff waiting to come out, but when I put pen to paper I go completely blank. I can't get any of it out. It's like it all hits a brick wall....the stuff I;ve been churning out isn't nearly what it could be, but I'm just getting ( Read more... )