Been in a bad mood today. I need a shower. I smell. I've cleaned most of my room, still have some junk under the bed to clean up. Y'know, I hate it when people IM me and then just expect me to carry the conversation by answering with "yeah" , "k" , "lol" and such and nothing else. Hello. Conversation here! That means two sides....I know that when ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a full day. Jocy got to have pizza and ice cream cake, and I got to go out and see J for his birthday. I got to karaoke.....I could've done much better. I was so happy to see Jeff, Fuzzy, Jenny, Di, John, and (of course) the birthday boy, J. I drank beer(I still don't understand how anyone can like it....give me some Seagram's) and ( Read more... )

such a day....I am fast looking forward to moving in with Jaysen. We're planning on by February being out. I have been occupying my mind as of late, as to distract myself from missing Jaysen when he's working and such, with a new obsession....Yes, I go through obsessions of famous people like candy....speaking of candy...I'm obsessing cuz I think ( Read more... )

Well....Happy Holidays! I just read J's comic...and found it funny considering my own religious convictions. I've been reading/hearing about the rants and such of the people upset about taking the "Christ" out of "Christmas" . There are times I want to say to them ( Read more... )

It has been a while!...Things are well with me and Jaysen....we're both still getting our lives together...Although we MAY have an opportunity to take over my sister's lease on her apartment sometime in February...that would be awesome...if not, I'd like to look into Glenway apts. I'm learning to crochet and apparently scarves are the best project ( Read more... )

Hello. It's been a while since I've updated. I am still in love with Jaysen. He says he loves me. Iguess I'll just see. Mom and Dad have taken an odd turn of just accepting that I will see him hether they like it or not...makes it a lot easier on my stress level.I miss my friends, though. Looking to move January or February. Yeay!well, I must be ( Read more... )

As usual...I'm in debt to my eyeballs. Getting out, I hope, soon. Jaysen's being wonderful to me. I so missed being with him. His life will be looking up, soon,. Once this job's pay starts rolling he can get caught up on his truck payments and insurance and stuff...he's paying Tony 300 a month so it may take a bit longer....as for me...January I'm ( Read more... )

things are much better, now....now I must get out of this HOUSE!!!!

Yeah. It seems that I wasn't allowed to post. lost the whole thing. Anyway. I'm still in limbo with the whole Jaysen situation. He says he loves me, but I 'm still very insecure about it as he still is living with, and loving, Peg. I know Polyamorous means loving more than one person. I just see so much manipulation coming from her it puts me on ( Read more... )

The first day of Autumn is fast approaching. I went to a rite for it yesterday...it was nice. I had to shut down a small part of myself to deal with seeing Peg and Jaysen together all day. I 'm not sure what bothers me more....them being all touchy, or her keeping a foot of space between them when I know he wants to hold and touch and kiss. I know ( Read more... )