To say the least! Friday night was awesome. Jaysen took me to karaoke with the gang and then back to his place. It seems I have found someone with a sex drive to match my own....*sigh* I got home around...oh...seven in the morning...I was worried that my Dad would be up and be all pissed off. Come to find out, he had stumbled in with my brother ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in a while. This week has been nuts... I took Jocy out to Jaysen's Wed. and she played with Nate and Ray. I got to meet his friends and Molly. They're all really neat. The whole area is almost surreal. It's Oberlin...aka...BFE. But so comfortable. I don't know if it's the town or the people I was around, or both. Jaysen's so ( Read more... )

Well, it's mother's day and my parents have asked Jocy to clean....so pretty soon, I'll roll up my sleeves and do it myself. Ah....another Mother's day. Mom has set it to me to make Sunday dinner tonight. So, a typical mother's day for me. I'm so tired. Went out last night. Should've slept, but no, I insist on having a social life. Went Karaoke ( Read more... )

Hello. Jocy bought two little dolphins at a garage sale across the street. She used her own money. I tore up her room looking for it. It was ten, then five, now 3.50. I used five for gas so I could pick her up from school. I feel low. I took from my own child. She knew about it , though. I hate being broke...tomorrow will be better. Still walking ( Read more... )

Random thoughts invade my brain as attempt to sleep. Sleep takes over. Television images impaling my senses. I live and breathe. Barely standing the thought of reality. Need a new sense of being. Need a new sense.....oh shit. Wishing I had something I never will. Something impossible.An image. All my life been doing this. Driving myself into ( Read more... )

Hey all. Man, I needed that rite! Got Jocy home WAY too late, though. She was covered in mud from head to toe cause Madoc and her were wrestling on the ground. So, I came home, threw her into the tub, and put a load of clothes in the washer. I don't think I'm gonna go Karaoke as I am tired. and broke. Well, I've been moaning and complaining about ( Read more... )

I had a really good rant typed out...nice long entry, then clicked on the wrong thing and lost itall. Oh phooey. guess I wasn't supposed to do that....

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And I'm looking forward to the weekend! Hey, Dolton, call me, about Sunday. I'm sure we would love to see you there! Beltaine. Hoping my parents won't find some reason to prevent me from going. I'm broke, as usual. Tummy hurts. Inthe process of trying to forget the Wyatt thing, I've developed an affection for the show, "In a Fix" , and a certain ( Read more... )

Met up with Dolton last night. It was good to see him again.Didn't get home until almost 6 am. It is now, almost 10, I got up just over an hour ago. Mom decided I'm taking Jocy to the movies. Then , they have a party to go to. I getting no sleep before work today. I not happy. I'd sleep now, while she's in front of the "Babble box"(Heinlein ( Read more... )