If my mum dies im so fucked. Theres this voice in my head that keeps whispering to me. This could be it.
1st round of chemo bought her a year, 2nd bought her fuck all as it didnt work at all and she was bleeding the next month,
and if this one doesnt work then I don't know. She can't have surgery, she's already too messed up in there and last time ( Read more... )

Soooo....Party tonight at tams. Should be good should be good. Dont know why I found it so hard to spell correctly in my last post but i can't be bothered correcting it. Oh no bad grammar!

So Party tonight. I have five pounds. Oh nooooes :(

I need a POA cause i can't be bothered moving

It's just the people I am with, and the people who hang around me., Expicially the closest. i just feel vulnurable. And sometines as if they take the piss even though i know im done. I'm just insecure. and half deaf. and love my cat

xx

My mum's sick again, her cancers back and shes doing the whole chemo thing again.

The doctors are trying to stick my on anti depressants again so they can clearly go and fuck themselves.

But my mum has cancer again.

like. she has cancer again.

like my dad has cancer, my mum has cancer, my dad has cancer again and dies, and now my mum has cancer again.

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Happy new year everyone.

In 2009, me and Skea are going to hike an active volcano and camp on it.

oh yas!

There was an old woman,
Who lived in a shoe;
She had so many children,
She didn't know what to do.
She gave them some broth,
Without any bread;
She whipped them all soundly,
and sent them to bed.
Then she got done by social services.

What the hell is wrong with nursery ryhmes?

and that one with the giant fee fi fo fum, it's like seriously kids, he'll ( Read more... )

Lets blow this hotdog stand !!

I havent vented in such a long time.
The only person i have vented to, i push away regardless if i'm trying to do it on purpose or not, but i'm pretty sure i'm not trying to do it on purpose because i want them around very much, for the long haul.
Alot has gone down since my last post. I think i've changed quite alot, but I dont know if it's a bad ( Read more... )

So this is life isnt it. and theres nothing we can do about it. but the thing is life isnt meant to be like this. and im seriously starting to doubt wether i should be living it anymore. there is too much shite going on and i cant take it ( Read more... )

I miss him so much!! 
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