Yuck.

[silver_insanity]

Hmmm... today is turning into a dark day for me. I wonder if it's because I forgot to take my pill yesterday, or if it's because Michel and I had a discussion that turned argument that demonstrated our inability to communicate clearly

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[nosidagi]

I think of my chidren. They would blame themseles regardless of how intricate I made the plan. If you ever need someone to tlak to or a shoulder to cry on or a place to hide from the world for a few days. You know where I am. But understand I cannot shelter you from the world for more than a few days. when you run from your demons you increase their power.

[silver_insanity]

I thank you for that and I'm glad you're here for me. I'm here for you as well. We're in similar spaces for different reasons, and I hope you realize the strength you have to fight your own demons.

[nosidagi]

For every demon I put down rightnow, three more seem to spring up to take up the cause of their brother. see latest post for details. *sigh* You and I need to sit down and chat milady.... It saddens me that they found it necessarry to put you on pills that cloud you. I have jsut woken up from that nightmare and seen what the clouds obscured from me.

[flowergirl84]

Shannon - I hope you are doing OK. I'm glad to hear that you're in therapy - that is what helped me the most when I went through depression. All the other stuff contributed to getting better - cutting out the stuff that was wearing me down, eating and sleeping better, medication. But, therapy is what did and still does the hard work, the cleaning out work.

You wrote in your last post that you can't just be a stay-at-home Mom... what if you were to do one course at a time? That way you could feel like you weren't just 'staying at home', but you wouldn't overwhelm yourself either.

Keep up the good work, my dear. I mean that so sincerely.

oh and this is Leah.

(http://www.huminbean.blogspot.com)

[silver_insanity]

Yeah... therapy is going to be key to getting better. I've been through it before, and it's the stuff that works the best.

The stay-at-home mom thing means I stay at home with the kids. Unless the PT course I took were something I could take from home, or in the evenings, then it wouldn't work. If I stay home, we can't afford childcare.

I'm not worried about being overwhlemed. I'm stale, and I need to take control of my life in order to help stop this derpession. I really thank you for your thoughts though!! I'm glad you are still watching!