Eh. School's out. I got Like all c's except for math and history, an f and a d. im re-taking geom in the summer so its okay. im kind of glad school is over, but im actually sadder than i thought i would be. dude, i wonder what im going to do... well, anyways... yeah. im kind of happier today but very bored. im going to go. l8er.

i dont feel like saying everything that happened today. im going to kill myself soon. i cried for 4 hours straight. i went outside at 11 pm and just looked across the street and realized how beautiful the world is, and how i wont get to see it anymore. i dont think. who knows. i dont care anymore.

I just woke up and it's like 2:10. im eating crackers and cheese. when i woke up i yelled abd cussed really loud because my door was shut when i went to bed and then it was open when i woke up, and my kool-aid was gone. i hate when my mother comes into my room and takes my stuff and doesnt shut my door. like, i love to sleep with my blinds ( ( Read more... )

Today sucked. School was boring and i sill didnt do geography/history homework. oh well. im so tired of everything. im glad the year is practically over. i sure as hell dont want to go back next year, and im not planning to, if you know what i mean. i will be end before august. i hope ( Read more... )

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TODAY FUCKING SUCKED AND I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MY MOTHER AND FUCKING SHOOT MYSELF. THE WHOLE WORLD CAN FUCKING BE DESTROYED FOR ALL I CARE

I FUCKING HATE EVERY FUCKING THING I HOPE EVERYBODY FUCKING DIES A SLOW PAINFUL DEATH

im so tired of everything. i dont want to talk to anybody ever again. i wish nobody would ever talk to me again and i never had to talk to them. im serious. i NEVER want to talk to ANYBODY ever again. im not going on aim or any of that stuff anymore, and i wont be posting here as much.

today sucked. im so sick of being there for some people, following them around like a puppy dog and there for them when they need me, but nobody does that for me. i understand some people care for me, but nobody would do for me what i would do for them. i dont care anymore. i just wish everyone wouldnt talk to me and i could be alone forever. ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool until 5th period. This was the seniors last day and we had this rally and stuff. This means it was my sister's last day. I actually felt kind of sad ( Read more... )

I just got back from Marlene's and I'm talking to Marissa. I havn't talked to Marissa in so long. I made out with her at a bonfire thing at Marlene's (as well as Marlene), they both rock. Marissa doesn't go to school all that much and I miss her. She's hella fun ( Read more... )