I’ve been walking for days now. Suffering for miles. My mind plays tricks on me. My only friend and my worst enemy. Delusional, hopeless yet determined. The sand scorches my feet, and yet I am numb to the sensation. All I can focus on is getting to my destination, setting my eyes before his glory, his wise gentle presence… he has something for me, ( Read more... )

Everything this year is fucked! Nothing has worked out at all, uni has been screwed, living arrangemts, work and saving for asia all a mess. Everyones so quick to tell me what they want me to do and don't care for what i want...Argh!

Packing up and moving for the third time this year ( Read more... )

Rant ( Read more... )

focus focus focus... argghhhh! stupid mind.. i cant focus on anyting lately, its like my mind is a crazy vortex that just sucks everything up that i try to focus on... Trying to study for exams whilst in this state of mind is fucking useless!

Even if you win the rat race... You're still a rat!

Has anyone ever had reoccurring dreams ( Read more... )

So whats been happening.. I dont think I've even updated this year ( Read more... )

The longer you rely on outside forces, the more they dominate you.

So It's hot and I have a headache.. I've been sneaking wheat back into my diet lately though so I think that's the culprit.. It's so hard when you work in a bakery though ( Read more... )