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Today was bad. I feel in the mud and had to stay in wet muddy jeans for like three hours. Then i ended up having to use a band saw, a jig saw, a chop saw, and circular saw to cut out five fucking pieces of wood to build a box and it still isn't right! Came home changed my clothes and sleep for couple hours. Then talked to Adrian for a while. This ( Read more... )

I'm getting sick again, i can feel it building in my chest. Kinda like I'm drowning. I'm going to try and sleep see if i feel better. I'm scared that i am getting the swine flu. I've fallen so hard for Adrian I couldn't imagine my life without him. I love him so much, and i can't wait to be with him. This is such a dream come true. Now if only i ( Read more... )

So right now I am falling head over heels for this guy. Everthing seems perfect...well except for the fact that he is living in Sweden right now. Yet everything seems so perfect, so utterly perfect. He's sweet, funny, smart, gorgous, and in love with me. I have fallen for him too and hard. He's 6'4" and skinny as a rail, with beautiful blue eyes. ( Read more... )

 So today was shitty. Actually the whole weekend was shitty. I let myself get down the medicine didn't even help. But after have a teary chat with Thomas and Jeff. Well things got a bit better. Then i decided it was time for some cleaning and music therapy. I don't know what it is but i always feel better when i get done cleaning and/or listening ( Read more... )

 So i've found a mistress. who lives kinda near me. I really like her which is cool. I also like this guy i call wolf...yeah don't ask. He's a sweetheart, into cuddling, and into bsdm as a switch. I currently have a sinus infection which sucks ass but whatever at least the migranes have gone away. I'm on antibiotics which help lots. Make me sleepy ( Read more... )

So today I am in a really good mood, dunno why. I forgot my glasses and my phone died, before 9am, but still i'm in a really good mood :D. I'm still a little sleepy but not too bad that extra hour was absolutly wonderful. Tonight i am going to work on Camden. I am going to do it, no more procrastinating. I still haven't figured out what i want her ( Read more... )

 My head is pounding, my throat hurts, i had a fever and stomach problems. I don't wanna move. I think i shall sleep till the end of time now. 

 Ugh i feel like shit this morning, like something is tyring to crawl out of my stomach...Blah. I think i may be getting sick again. Fucking colds they are the death of me. Started reading The Jungle Book by Rudyard Kipling yesterday. It's really good. Since my fantasy side won out i will be writing a paper on How paganism is the root for modern ( Read more... )

 I love rainy days. I really do they make me wanna draw, and create. They inspire me, why? I have no freakin idea. I met a new guy yesterday his name is Joe. His voice sounds just like Thomas'. He's pretty cool, wants to go out with me, which i think would be fun. He's a 22 year old trucker, from Illinos ( Read more... )