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Happy new year my ass
i've been feeling pretty depressed lately... i don't like talking about it because it only manages to make people pitty me or think i'm just being a drama queen... but the truth is that this saddness doesn't seem to go away regardless... day after day i can't help myself from crying for who knows what reason now ( Read more... ) -
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Long time has passed now... and it's been an emotional roller coaster... i've been through the peepest i'ver ever been drowning, dying... waking up to die even more... and i though i had gotten stable finally gotten over all my sorrows and everything was fine until today... the wall was breached... and this wave of emotions is coming out non-stop, ( Read more... ) -
preventing the tears...
The hours rapidly fade, and i cannot tell where did those hour hide... i didn't see them leave... night after night i see myself on he same... waiting... waiting for my restless utopia to come true... my eyes are so very tired of the shimmering light of the screen, my vision is blurry... i close my eyes to scape from the sensation but it's you all ( Read more... ) -
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if only i could put into words this rush of sudden emotions that invade my soul whenever my vision is clear ( Read more... ) -
Confessions of a hopeless wish...
I’ve brought all my shields down and here I am in the border line as all the sniper set their weapons, and I will not shelter myself behind anything or anyone because I need to feel even if it’s death itself. Just feel and burn inside to feel. I’ll proudly take the bullets because I chose to feel and to take this titanic risk of jumping out the ( Read more... ) -
If only...
I can't change it i can't push it... so it is my only option to bleed in silence and hope my wound will heal before my life fades out ( Read more... ) -
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i can't put into words what i feel , but it's consuming me... it's feeding of my emotions and whatever remain of life i may have on my wounded soul... it's bittering me up... feels like pulling the skin of an open wound...
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Don't
Don't!, don't put my hopes up ( Read more... ) -
Inevitable Feeling...
I was warned about you in the past, i and a part of me says i should get away from you, but i can't explain what is the force that draggs me to you, that inevitable gravity, that feeling , being restless until i see you again, is not healty, is not rational, is not clever, but is eminent ( Read more... ) -
The Marks
Everybody has many moments, and many persons that have passsed by they're lifes and left their marks. It's like if life had it's own guestbook or if like life was a tree and evryone goes and start sculping in it. the marks will never erase, and there will always be unfinished marks. Some marks are so superficial that with time you can barely see ( Read more... )