I went to the theather with mom. I actually slept al throughtout the afternoon and mom woke me up like 30 mins before the show...(which is weird becasue she usually makes us get ready like an hour before!!) i didn't know if i was going to go since mom was talking about telling a friend of hers to go... aparently she though i was a better date at ( Read more... )

Yesterday i dyed my hair almost black so this morning I decided to wear black to match the hair. At work things were going pretty well, candy, chocolate, more candy... I got a few weird comments because of my hair: people calling me goth, Amy Lee or Avril Lavigne (*goes hangs herself*) but besides that was pretty cool. Exikiel was wearing PINK!! * ( Read more... )

I'm not liking my career, at all... So far the few subjects i've taken related to law have been pretty well, but still i feel that law is just not my thing ( Read more... )

it's only a few daays to CILA and i get excited about it by moments... as for now.... i don't know how am i feeling it's like i want to be excited and bouncy and be doing a sillion things at the time... i want to feel productive but somehow this "waiting for work" makes me feel useless, idle... being idle makes me think and overanalize it all ( Read more... )

For a change I may write a possitive entry ( Read more... )

I decided I'm not gonna listen to any "emotions-related" music for a while... perhaps it helps me not to trigger my emotions in a negative way ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling so cheery today... the pst few weeks i've been quite happy i began to though that this whole depression thing was on the past, but yesterday, out of the bloom i started to feel depressed ( Read more... )

I could say that i have not been able to find the first guy who's worth the sorrow... I mean let's think about it... the ones that are good looking, don't have brains.... the ones that have brains are too afraid to go for you... the ones that have brains and looks are only playing around... the ones that are good looking, have brains and settle ( Read more... )

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I fear my eyelashes will be permanently stiched together if another tears is shredded... I can't recall the last time I had cryed so much in one day, therapy sucked as usual... if I don't do something about this state this week chances i will be referred for medication next week.. and it all sucks.. i don't feel like doing anything... i just want ( Read more... )