I didnt mean it like that hun. You just need to find an available guy to fall for and you will find someone cos you deserve it sooo much. Of course guys would be interested in you cos you are sweet, kind, caring, beautiful (not just looks but personality). You just need to find the right guy hun *hugs*
You ARE NOT a bad friend!!! I know that if I needed you you'd be there 24/7. I could have texted you or nudged you and I KNOW you'd be there for me and not complain and just there to help me and cheer me up. I decided not to last night cos you needed sleep and I could handle it ok.
You know I wanna hear your problems hun cos I wanna help you *hugs*
YOU DO matter. And i'm not the only one to think so.
I know that you didnt mean it like that hun, but you made it clear to me. "an available guy" means obviously a german guy and i WONT ever start a relationship again with germans. if that means i have to live my life alone then fine. i know there arent guys who would go for a relationship thats in another country, so ill stay alone, fine. at least til i move over to uk.
but you not talking to me makes me feel like i dont matter as friend, what happend to our convos? talking about problems, cheering eachother up, drooling over emos, or other guys? what happend to all this?...
i know you do
i dont matter, and if i matter to you, you are the only one who cares. im sick of that shit and it really annoys me. ppl look through me, they just dont see me.
I just meant a guy who isnt seeing someone else or liking another girl, because you keep falling for the guys who are that way ad getting hurt and I can't stand that!
I wasn't talking cos you had enough problems and it didn't get that bad until after you went to bed. And I didn't want to wake you up cos I care about you and you have not been sleeping enough!
You matter to more than me hun you just can't see it right now. I hate seeing you like this :'(
".. and cuddling my chefs boxers all day .." haha, suppose you could take that the wrong way lol *jK* ;P .. and come on: "I'M JUST SOME GIRL FROM SOMEWHERE that doesnt matter at all"??!! who brought that up?! yeah i mean we all know your just a bad ass girl in a bad ass world :) and pluuuhse keep your journal that way, cuz you might send me slinking around in someones elses lj if you delete yours .. aight, enough pluggs for your lj lol, uum rock on i guess, tehe. later gator
hey .. when u said that u always read too much in it when ... when guys flirt with u and stuffs.. and that actually it is only messing around .. but it hurts u cause u are serious when u flirt.. that is totally me. i hate it. i have like 3-4 guys on msn i just get on soo well.. we flirt a lot and stuffs and i could easily fall for them and always think there may be a chance.. but i always realise i am too seruois! that suxx i hate it! i also feel like .. i am the middle of attention lol and every guy who flirts with me .. or get on well with me.. just like i knew him since ages.. i think "he definitly is interested in me" lol.. aw damn that is stupd ;)
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You ARE NOT a bad friend!!! I know that if I needed you you'd be there 24/7. I could have texted you or nudged you and I KNOW you'd be there for me and not complain and just there to help me and cheer me up. I decided not to last night cos you needed sleep and I could handle it ok.
You know I wanna hear your problems hun cos I wanna help you *hugs*
YOU DO matter. And i'm not the only one to think so.
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but you not talking to me makes me feel like i dont matter as friend, what happend to our convos? talking about problems, cheering eachother up, drooling over emos, or other guys? what happend to all this?...
i know you do
i dont matter, and if i matter to you, you are the only one who cares. im sick of that shit and it really annoys me. ppl look through me, they just dont see me.
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I wasn't talking cos you had enough problems and it didn't get that bad until after you went to bed. And I didn't want to wake you up cos I care about you and you have not been sleeping enough!
You matter to more than me hun you just can't see it right now. I hate seeing you like this :'(
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that is totally me. i hate it. i have like 3-4 guys on msn i just get on soo well.. we flirt a lot and stuffs and i could easily fall for them and always think there may be a chance.. but i always realise i am too seruois! that suxx i hate it! i also feel like .. i am the middle of attention lol and every guy who flirts with me .. or get on well with me.. just like i knew him since ages.. i think "he definitly is interested in me" lol.. aw damn that is stupd ;)
sorry. lol forgetr my comment
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