oh the day sucked and the night was even worse.

got great news [/sarcasm]

life sucks.

god i had a terrible nightmare this night again ( Read more... )

I guess I screwed things up again... with all ppl... everybody seems to avoid me or is quiet with me or leaves when i start talking...

I just wanna sleep.

I slept about 2 hours tonight again. nightmare. now headache. cant sleep after school coz i gotta go to work. I'm so bitchy today. I swear if somebody starts to talk to me (not online, I meant real life like teacher) I'm gonna scream and fuckin kill em ( Read more... )

life is a bitch. i tell myself not to fall for him. i really do. i dunno if it works yet ( Read more... )

I feel again like I fuckin wanna die

weekend was okay. manu was here, i missed him being here, didnt see him for five weeks. but well he s leaving tomorrow and i have to go to school tomorrow and yea everything is like always again ( Read more... )

Jon got kicked out from "FROM FIRST TO LAST" so he posted on a board what happened and that he has a new band now (theTRAGIC) and that we should feel free to email him and tell him what we think about that situation. So i thought "why not" and emailed him, that i still support him, that i hope things will work out and stuff ( Read more... )

well i started that school thing and it kinda sucks coz im the only german one there and it's actually a course for ppl to LEARN german... but ah well these 8 weeks will pass by ( Read more... )

god that pisses me off!!... I can't stand ppl who look at you and put you into a box ( Read more... )