"I wish this could be any other way. But I just don't know what else I can do ( Read more... )

The threads that hold together my sanity are slowly but surely getting more tangled and more emotional. But I fear that picking them apart will unravel these fragile illusions, even as the underlying structures become explicit.

Haikel is snoring on armchairs and has been for the past 2 hours; Lionel is dead to the world in his chair, collapsed in exhaustion; Michel continues fervently scratching across paper, attempting to solve Physics problems and muttering about equations far beyond my comprehension. I? I'm not really tired, milk tea apparently having given me a ( Read more... )

Dear Mother ( Read more... )

I usually don't write about these things because they're not normally too interesting, but yesterday Michel, I and Alwyn watched Black Swan. In that seating order ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure how I'm feeling right now. It's strange, this peaceful boredom with something looming beyond the horizon. Kind of being oblivious yet vaguely aware that calm doesn't, and won't, last. I'm sure I had something more interesting than this to say earlier on, but it evades me right now ( Read more... )

The list of things I beat myself up over just keeps getting longer and more trivial.

Good job, Shu Ying.

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A young couple around my age walked by, both with stretched earlobes. It was their ear jewelry that caught my attention first - metal, shiny, bright - contrasting her dark hair and dark clothes. She was in ripped black stockings and black patent Doc Martens, skirt - or dress, I couldn't see - with a greyish (?) blazer over. He with his hair tied ( Read more... )

One of my pet peeves when downloading The Sims 2 custom content is when creators post a set, and the file names read:

7f40f989_u-72.package
7f212d2f_ssmg92.package
7f887efc_u-70.package
7f004750_u-21.package
7f347714_u-69.package

WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE OF THIS!!And in other news, my search for Sims sex club offerings continues. Sometimes I ( Read more... )