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Grand Rapids2
Your birthday is already over for you but I'm still holding on to it. I'm thinking about every year we've spent today and how is never give up second for anything. I'm thinking about how I want to be young and beautiful for you, how scared I am of aging, but how excited I am to grow old with you. I vote for immortality, grow old without the sagging ( Read more... ) -
Grand Rapids
It's your birthday there, it hasn't reached me yet. I miss you, more than anything. I can't stand the thought of not being there when you wake up in the morning, it's my right to be the first one to tell you happy birthday. I want to get a cake and make whatever you want for dinner. I was so awkward on the phone earlier, I was trying so hard not to ( Read more... ) -
A Few Kinks to Work Out
So here I am taking the advice of a very wise friend. I have been incredibly stressed lately and I need to work some things 0ut with myself. I'll have to back track to the concert and my job, because although they came first they are not what is on my mind at this moment.
My grandmother just moved in with me. She is an amazing person and I love her ( Read more... ) -
Parents finally divorced and...
Well I am so happy for my dad today, the divorce is final. It took almost a year for what should have been quick and simple, my mother did everything she could think of to drag it out. Dad made her a good offer, she refused, wanting to leave dad with nothing, but her greed backfired, she ended up with less than what he was going to give her in the ( Read more... ) -
First 2 weeks of recovery - Full liquid diet phase - Part 1
These first few weeks have been rough for me, not as bad as some but definitely not a cake walk. The first 3-4 days I still battled nausea, the anti-nausea helped but only very little. I realized it was very difficult to get down my liquids and protein, it helped if I got the bulk in between 15-20 mins and about an hour and a half after taking my ( Read more... ) -
The ups and downs of post surgery in the hospital
Ok so having surgery is not anyone's favorite thing and for good reason lol. I have been out of the hospital for just over a full day at this point ( Read more... ) -
Liquid diet G9
The longer I am on this diet the hungrier I get. It has been its worst since going off the cottage cheese, but that's to be expected. Tomorrow is the last weigh in for me, and in the morning I put on my anti nausea patch. Still not too nervous and I'm going to try not to be, it just serves no purpose :) I still want eggs and toast with a passion, ( Read more... ) -
Liquid diet G8
Well 3 days left until the surgery, I am on shakes, milk, and water each day. Brad and I both want real food so bad it's ridiculous, I want eggs and toast and he wants a meatball sub. His diet changes to the puree stage day after tomorrow, he is a bit excited about that but 23 days into this liquid diet we are both ready to chew lol ( Read more... ) -
Diet day 16 or day G1
So I have been on this diet for 16 days now, but today is the first day I actually need to be on it. This is my official day 1 (G1 for Gin 1). The longer I am on it the worse the cravings get, I seriously considered just going through a drive thru yesterday and getting myself either a plain hamburger from McDonald's or a soft shell taco from Taco ( Read more... ) -
Liquid diet days 9 and 10
Yup I skipped yesterday, not much new diet wise to report, still pretty leveled out. Today Both Brad's and my stomach started grumbling a lot but other than a lot of noise nothing has changed. Brad does seem to be getting hungry on his shake and milk only diet, he was talking about a bunch of different foods today lol ( Read more... )