Trying again

[silvercrescent]

I'm going to try writing in my journal again to try to reduce my stress level which is apparently too high since I just got out of the hospital because I have a "minor cardiac episode". Right now Brad is at work and although I'm in a house full of people I feel lonely and trapped. I hate leaving the room because his parents are sleeping on the

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Gin..

[deadguttergirl]

Hey,you are not a failure.Life can be extremely hard and overwhelming. You should not talk so badly about yourself.You are a great person.I know how it feels to feel bad about yourself,i do a lot.I really hope things get better for you.If you need to talk i am here. Please take care.You are not a failure.Going to school and having money is not what makes you someone.. its being a good person,and having morals and things like that. Im sending lots of love to you..
Also i know i have never called you,cuz i am very weird with talking to any of my friends on the phone,i work and hang out with dennis most of my time,so when im home i just want to relax,but i would love to be able to talk to you. I am good at being a friend with writing letters.So if you ever would like to be pen pals i would love that.. just an idea.take care.. laura

[zeva_rediekiel]

Ooh dang. Long distance hugs. Sending lots of light and love to your dear heart. I know it's hard to relax under frustrating circumstances.

Even if it is a shitty situation, I'm glad to hear from you.

Much love, Gingin.