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Moved!
This is my fourth or fifth day in Fort Lauderdale. I like it a lot more when we're wandering around town or the shore at night rather than waiting at a bus stop so I can get home and crash. I'm so tired ( Read more... ) -
By the way, I totally published my first book.
Through Amazon's Kindle Direct self publishing, my first book,Rivermist: The Book of the Elders is available for download to a Kindle or Kindle app. FINALLY ( Read more... ) -
On a positive note
I have been ill for about a week and a half or so, and I fluttered in a world of fever dreams and distractions because I did not feel at all like doing anything, although I felt like I -should- be doing something. And, you know, doing something compulsory tends to be very little fun when your heart's not into it. I haven't felt like there was any ( Read more... ) -
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I really need to get to the point again where it doesn't matter that nothing matters, where it's liberating instead of depressing.
I wonder how much of this has to do with hormones, and why would subconscious chemical processes have such an effect on my waking consciousness and feelings.
I just want to quit this life and exist hooked into a video ( Read more... ) -
recognition
I'm not BEING human, I BELIEVE I'm human. But I'm the same as the universe, or the Divine, or whatever we wish to label the Absolute, regardless of whatever temporary boundaries and distinctions we've drawn to individualize ourselves. I'm ready to remember that I'm home, dissolve my illusory definitions of myself in the ocean of the All ( Read more... ) -
Mayor Virg Bernero is awesome.
There's an Occupy Lansing movement in the park near my house--I know one of the dudes down there, so I stopped by the other day to see what was up. The demonstrators didn't want to apply for a permit because there were limitations in the permit, but they didn't expect the mayor to show up with a permit without an end date all ready for them.
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So....
I really kinda want to get a pole. People who pole dance are stronger, more flexible... rather inspiring. I might not have the resources to do a lot of things, but a vertical pole mounted in my living room? Yes, please. -
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I have been juicing and primarily focusing on raw foods except when we go out. I lost about six pounds last week and yet I'm annoyed that the scale hasn't decreased any more in the past three days. I'm saving a load of monies on food because my psychology isn't on feeling anything from food; my thoughts are on nourishing and cleaning my cells. ( Read more... ) -
Shifting perspective...
I have started to write entries so many times, and then I'd fall asleep in front of the computer, it would turn off, and then I'd forget that I was even writing anything ( Read more... ) -
My dream-giving consciousness is hilarious and clever.
The dream I had in about two seconds of being asleep: Lucy and Ethel were trying to make Ricky believe they were on a huge TV. Actually, they were on a dark stage and Fred was shining a spotlight on them so Ricky wouldn't notice there were no edges to the screen. Ethel really got into the idea of being in a TV and started talking about all the ( Read more... )