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Forgiveness
I'm not one to hold things against others, but I don't get it. I've only heard two people speak of forgiveness on this whole bin Laden thing--one being my partner. Part of me does want to point it out, and the rest of me is letting it go. I wonder if it's strange that it's easier for me to forgive bin Laden and Hitler than it is people on my FB ( Read more... ) -
What is a moment?
This mindset is reducing the importance of everything to me. If I sleep, will I wake in this state again? Will I awaken to the real world? I think I have fear of losing this world and wanting to know what happens in it, like a story I can't seem to put down. Yet, knowing that it is just a movie/book means that I can put it down and pick it up ( Read more... ) -
Vibration
This morning I woke up with a spiraling vibration thrumming through me. I went to check my pulse to make sure it wasn't going upwards of 150 bpm, and my skin vibrated against my fingers, my pulse calm beneath it. I think anyone who touched me would have felt it. It's never been that powerful before. It happens now and again when I wake up, and ( Read more... ) -
A three dream morning
I love dreams. I love that I had three of them this morning.
( Here we gooooooo ) -
Gladingstide
There is no need for struggle; that which is not needed will fall away.
I could fight and resist, but that only reinforces my perception that things are this way.
If I shift my perception, refocusing perhaps on something with a meaning closer to that which I would like to change to, then it becomes easier. -
essence
It's true. I have no idea what I am. Consciousness? Wtf is that? What am I? How can I ever know? -
The Disappearance of the Universe
This book has stood out on the shelves of every bookstore we've been to, so I finally just grabbed it, and when I read a few sentences I understood why. Two ascended masters appear to this guy to basically teach him A Course in Miracles. Perfect.
No other book has the synchronicity for me that ACIM does, and this has only underscored it with some ( Read more... ) -
"Time to up your bong-hits and destress."
In response to my FB post about probably having an ulcer, my old roommate made the above suggestion. I responded that I have the least stress of anyone I know without hitting the bong, and he responded that "people under stress aren't accurate judges of their own stress ( Read more... ) -
lol ulcer?
I think I probably have a duodenal ulcer. My symptoms are pretty consistent with the descriptions, and it comes back in the same place once in awhile. The last time was the longest lasting--a few months of near-constant discomfort. I feel better after I eat for a little while, then it's worse but dulls back down to that consistent aching, which ( Read more... )