I was reminded the other day that I haven't posted in a while so here I am. Theirs just not a lot to say when your as happy as I am. I'm still living with my Bear who is the most incredible man ever. No matter what we're doing together I'm happy. I (with a little help) got him all addicted to Buffy so we're watching the seasons together and that is ( Read more... )

First thing I need to say of course is how happy I am with my Brad, he is perfection embodied and I love him. I am living with him and his family and it is the most incredible experience ever. I can't wait to get my weight bench from moms though cause I want to start working out again, and I need to get my vcr, so I can do my video workouts. ( Read more... )

Ok now this is horrable, I stayed the night at Brads last night which has ben a pretty frequent thing lately :) and normally I cna control myself. However last night I molested him in my sleep, not I woke up and he was still sleping and I pounced him, no no no, I was asleep! I am never sleeping wth so much as a stuffed animal ever again (other than ( Read more... )

Yup you guessed it most of my happy feelings come from the fact that I am with Brad, the sweetest most perfect man on this planet. Hopefully I will get to see him today, I have a great deal of home work but we can still be together. I'm thinking of renting some circ de sol ay (yup I murdered the spelling but oh well) and snuggling with him while he ( Read more... )

You all already know how amazing Brad is, but I'm going to tell you again anyway. He is my Teddy Bear (and my cocoa bear as mood permits ;) he gets more incredable everyday, and amazingly his family does too. Thats not what I actually got on here to talk about. My dad called me today and wants me to visit in the summer. YAYYYY SUMMER IN NORTH ( Read more... )

Well I thought that the joy would be leveling off by now but it hasn't I just get happier and happier every day. Not only is brad the most wonderful man on the face of the earth, but he has the most adorable family ever. His dad is so funny, his mother loves animals the way I do (I might just steal her and go on a puppy rampage), and all of his ( Read more... )

I got to spend hours (which felt like seconds cause no amount of time with Brad is ever enough) snuggling, watching (well half watching) movies, and sharing the most adorable first kiss ever with brad last night. All thanks to my cousin Larry being generous enough to invite us over. I can't even explain how happy I am, I'm going to have to find a ( Read more... )

Yes I have deleted all previous entries, and I have good reason. I read them and realized how very unhappy I was, and I would like to put that behind me. I am honestly so happy right now that I don't remember what it felt like to be that sad, and since that sadness is no longer a part of me it will no longer be a part of my journal.

Love to all,