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Wow...its that time again...time for Megan to be all crazy and depressive...and act like a complete bitch to everyone around me whether or not they deserve it...and I don't know how to control it...and i'm terrified i'm going to drive everyone that I love away, because thats what I tend to do...and I've already put Brian on edge because everytime ( Read more... )

Okay, well maybe not around sadness, but definately around chaos. I also just liked the way that sentence sounded together. Whatever ( Read more... )

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I've been thinking about all kinds of random things lately, and one of the things my mind has settled and dwelled upon is love. Why is it so complicated? And why are there so many kinds? it makes life and relationships way too difficult to analyze. I mean seriously, when trying to decide how you love someone, there are way too many different ( Read more... )

Hmm, so I haven't really been keeping up with this or myspace for awhile, but I have been reading on other people's entries, so don't think I don't care. I just don't have anything interesting to write about ( Read more... )

I can't get Mudvayne's new friggen song out of my head. Shhh don't tell anyone but I kind of like it a little bit, though the radio will ruin it soon by playing it every five seconds. oh well ( Read more... )

I don't know what has been up with me lately. I'm so angry. I want to lash out at any and everyone close enough to be hurt by things I say. Why do I want people to hurt ( Read more... )

Hmm, I had a very VERY strange dream the other night. I mean, i've had a bunch of odd ones recently, where for one reason or another, brian decides to yell at/lecture me for something that I don't want to do. The reason these are so strange is that he would NEVER do that in real life. Hes a complete sweetheart, but in my dreams he likes to make ( Read more... )

Wow, today has drifted by in a haze. In fact, the past few weeks have been one big haze, sometimes happy, but mostly a big depressed, sad, haze. And I don't even have a reason to be depressed. Well, not true, my grades are slipping. I have two Cs, one in Calc 2 and one in Analytical chem, and I work my ass off in those classes. On a slightly ( Read more... )