Well I know have 13 days and counting til my blackbelt test. I am already having nightmares. But on a good note Rick got his blackbelt so its official.. He is my uki (human punching bag bascially). He and I are gonna be working after class a lot to get me ready for test. He is like my part is easy compaired to yours. I was like just bring it on.. I ( Read more... )

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I am so glad that I don't have to work tomorrow. I am sick of being there. A co-worker said it best tonight, "they really take advantage of you here.." Heck yea to that.. I walk in and never really know if I am going to be where I am scheduled or bouncing back and forth between to stations. But thankfully I don't have to work tomorrow. Get to go to ( Read more... )

I have no idea where this entry will go. I just feel like writing what is going on in my mind. I hope everyone that reads this can understand what it is I am trying to say ( Read more... )

the way you're bathed in light ( Read more... )

In my dreams I dream. Dream of many things, many people, and many places. One dream has been consistent. Its a dream when I am comforted by someone who loves me, I feel his fingers running through my hair, his arms around me giving me unlimited hugs. I can't see his face, we don't speak, but I dream of this just about every night. I don't know why ( Read more... )

Not that I am complaining because I could definately use the money and hours.. But sheesh it feels that is all I do anymore. Thankfully I still have time for karate, not as much time as I would like but oh well. Have to go to work this morning instead of karate because on of my friends called out because she is sick and told Crackerbarrel to give ( Read more... )

Yea, went to the beach yesterday. Was exactly what I needed. Just relaxing, listening to the waves, and every so often go into the ocean and swim. Unfortunately, got a little too much sun even though every 15 minutes me and my one friend where constantly putting on sunlotion we got a little burned. My back is really red but at least for the moment ( Read more... )