I need help. I may seem strong on the outside, I may hide all that I am feeling, but I need help. I need someone to talk to. Someone who will not try to say they understand what it is I am going through but someone who will just sit there and listen to me rant and rave and pretty much cry my eyes out. I have no strength left I used it all on my ( Read more... )

Been sitting in front of the tv trying to will myself to go to bed and sleep. I'm tired but I'm not sleepy. So many thing are running through my head. Todays events are at the top of the list. I am tadbit worried about my friend. I hope she is ok, her family is around her but she like the rest of us needs time alone to grieve in her own way. I know ( Read more... )

Today I got a phone call from my best friend at 830 this morning waking me up from a sound sleep. At first I was just going to brush her off to go back to sleep, but then she said, "Today I have to bury my father.." I was like WHAT?! She then proceeded to tell me that her father died last Wednesday of a massive heart attack in his sleep, and that ( Read more... )

Friends day in and day out tell me I should live my life with no regrets. To do everything and anything I want to do. To say all that I want or need to say and not worry about what happens after. So I am going to take their advice. I can't live a life where I constantly worry about what other people think of me, yea it hurts sometimes to know that ( Read more... )

Everything will heal in time. Time is of the essence. But does anyone really know what the hell that means? All I know is that time is our friend, our enemy, and a thing that we all fight with everyday, constantly we hear there are not enough hours in a day, not enough days in a week, not enough weeks in a month, and certainly not enough months in ( Read more... )

Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart. You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel. Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, sometimes we must fail in order to know, Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away ( Read more... )