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This year alone makes me want to cry
So since my last entry things had just been getting worse. I had no job, no money and then finally no relationship. In the past 3 weeks I have suffered several anxiety issues. I kept questioning on what I was going to do with myself now. I lost my gaming group and I don't really talk to the friends that I did make in the years I was gaming with ( Read more... ) -
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Day 1 - 365 days of poetry ( Read more... ) -
Taking a bow
One day at time. that is how I am taking things now. I'm just letting things flow around me and just letting events go as they please. It feels like I am giving up, but I'm really not. I am taking a bow and leaving the stage. I have too much to worry about without adding more concerns on top of that ( Read more... ) -
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It's too early to rant and rave about the several things going in my life. It's been a rollar-coaster of up and down lately. I broke down yesterday and as the tears fell I realized that fate is a cruel thing. I keep getting reassured but it's cruel to put that kind of responsibility on someone. To have them keep telling me that everything will be ( Read more... ) -
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I'm kind of dead today. My brain was fried early this morning when I dreamed about punching someone. I don't usually have violent dreams, and actually it was more of a nightmare. It all adds up to one single thing....Stress. There is a lot of it in my life right that I can't concentrate on anything. No matter what kind of activity I involve myself ( Read more... ) -
Mornings
The fact of the matter is that I am not a morning person. I use to stay up all through the night till the sun comes up the next day. Then I would proceed to pass out as soon as I hit my pillow. Those were the days. I had recently become accustomed to going to bed at 2 in the morning. The only thing is that a few days ago I suddenly came under a lot ( Read more... ) -
Adventures of Glory...not really
I went to my Forsaken game only to find out that the group did not want to speak out against the bothersome player. You know the one who is the Alpha of the pact. They all just sat there and stared at me as if I was off my rocker again. I am really getting tired of not being able to speak my mind. I'm tired of having to hold back my tongue just for ( Read more... ) -
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Most of my day today consisted of me sitting down in front of the TV and watching a rousing marathon of House M.D. I do like this show a lot, enough where I don't feel guilty playing couch potato for a few hours. Granted I took a break to go get food and deposit my last check I got from a previous job. In the process I picked my dad up some food ( Read more... ) -
Poetry as promised
The first time we kissed ( Read more... ) -
Rant
I feel like I don't have very many friends. Most of the ones that I did have all moved away or just pretend to be my friend. It just seems like they put up with me more than anything. I've been left out of hangout sessions, parties, and just all around going out type things. I was never really good with making friends to begin with, and as of late ( Read more... )