I keep cutting myself off...the poiunt is Im not taking shit and thats it....you wanna know why, then read the previous message....hell read the one before that too co you can start from the beginning, Im too stupid to remember not to press Cnt Enter at the same time on here LOL now im done nite nite

did I bother to mention....I HATE BOATS....I think we all do right about now....Im so mad at them.....not the boys....boats......I hate the media too....how that FUCKING PRICK decided....hey let me use this girls quote under someone elses name, like I wouldnt read the fucking paper the next day. One great thing that came out of all this was JOKA ( Read more... )

I just have to say that now is like the worst....I hate the way myckie feels....like shes alone....I see her and I cant help but think....My GOD...I have never met a stronger woman. I felt good the other day...I have been told I was everyones rock...that they turn to me for strength....and that made me feel incredible, even when I cried.....I ( Read more... )

May you always know that I loved you Carlo....you were the best. May you be remembered all the days of our lives ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEAR>>>>WHEN THE HELL IS IT GONNA GET HERE AHHHHHHH

I read the news today oh boy....bout a lonely man who made the grade.....wow I wish I could make the grade, but I guess that just aint gonna happen this ear. Fighting is so trivial. God has no intensions of sending me to college this year, sad but true. I wish I had more confidence in my work, but that comes seldom to my hyead. I wish alot of ( Read more... )

I hate pressing the worng button=....cuz then it sends my post without me finishing....anyway....I guess I have nothing more to say except, I just want John to Love me forever....thats all.....I want someone to love me forever, not just for a little while, but forever, and when they say it they mean it. And they have their life together enough to ( Read more... )

Why am I so sad....I want to be happy. I want to be the happiest girl in the world again. I have never been so sad in my whole life, ever. I have never wanted something so bad before, and I want my John. I want him so bad I can taste it. Its like I need to be with him. I need to hold him and love him and it kills me to know its over. Like it ( Read more... )

So so tired....Only got an hour and half sleep last night. I didnt go to sleep till 4:30 because Villani wanted her stupid Tipps Assignment thing due today. I am on a cookie binge....sweets for me...I gott lose some weight. I gotta do alot of theings, I gotta get my life together. I feel very out of it....My court date draws close and I am ( Read more... )

So here I stand head in had, turned my face to the wall ( Read more... )