So much has happened within the last month that sometimes I really don't know what do to with myself, I don't know how I should feel. I'm trying hard not to have any regrets, because my mistakes have taught me valuable lessons, but I wish I didn't have to keep to myself so much ( Read more... )

So plenty of bad things have already happened to me within the past week or so, I'm just waiting for some more. Life is just so awesome sometimes ( Read more... )

I've just hit an ultimate low...

...this hasn't happened to me in a very VERY long time. But it doesn't really matter... cause no one on here really cares anyways... and the last thing I want is a pity party...

ehh whatever.

The Thirst for substance somehow isn't right.
It's killing me inside...
I dont' wanna be where you are
I dont' wanna be here even now
I don't wanna be by your side
If something isn't right
and something isn't right...

Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning when I've seen where you've been.

I feel strange... like my emotions are causing me to split two different ways... like string cheese...

...I don't like it.

Jazz is pretty much ...a m a z i n g... <3

So My grandfather is in the hospital and he's having surgery this weekend because they think he has a tumor in his intestines.

My cousin hung himself in his garage the other day.

and The relationship's been extremely rocky...

... I'm praying that things don't get any worse.

Take a deep breath ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here... eating the chocolate-chip cookies that I just made. And they're delicious....

I haven't really updated in a little over a week... so here's the scoop

- I cut my hair
- I got a new job
- Played a show
- I got sick as hell
- Tried to make my friends feel better when they were sick as hell
- Payed a large amount of money on the account ( Read more... )

Yeah... another classic Livejournal update... nothing new.

Drowning... just as fast as I can... but don't throw me a line... don't reach out your hand... because I'm on the brink of something beautiful and I want to sing about it.

All these stupid silly songs keep trying to catch your ear... I'm trying desperately but it's so hard to persevere... ( Read more... )