so ok. Tonight. I actually went out on a limb and set up a meeting with a guy i met on myspace. I think it went well. He smokes and that's a total turn off. But if i can forget that, it's all good. Physically, meh. But I'm used to that. I'm very rarely attracted to men. You have to be absolutely gorgeous for me to really be attracted. Sad to say ( Read more... )

Was so much damn fun. I went out with my friend Amy from work. We went to the local club and dance like all night. Amy also brought her boy Mike who's Steve's cousin and Mike is totally hotter(hotter than Steve actually). And at the club there's this guy who is Mike's fucking twin. So damn hot. But he has a gf. *sigh*. I'm so much hotter. So next ( Read more... )

ok. so what the hell is wrong with me? so steve rejected me. so really? why don't guys like me? i think i'm pretty cool. so what's wrong? i give up.

It's a red, 2 door Saab 900 SE Turbo, fully loaded stick shift. Learning to drive it...i don't think i'm doing too badly. Drove to the Halloween Bash at a local pub then Hannah drove back cuz I was a light weight and had one drink(pure alchohol and it was about 2 shots and we were there less than 3 hours). But I only stalled once. So what I mean by ( Read more... )

i got a car

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so i'm totally crushin' on steve. i giggle like a giddy school girl when i talk to him. He has a great personality. and he's so hot. mmm...so we kissed on saturday. he'd never kissed a girl before...he was so scared but he did well for his first time. Very hesitant...he's a virgo and the virgo motto is "i serve"....i don't wanna date a sub!

so kevin says he feels like being single(one of his reasons he wanted to break up with me and not get back together) oh, no but now he wants to date some chick named Amanda. Why the FUCK DIDN'T HE JUST SAY HE DIDN'T WANT ME ANYMORE? i mean really is it that hard. He was gonna hurt me either way. Why not be at least honest about it ( Read more... )

so yeah this morning...not so good...i get up and dressed and all that jazz, which is good...i'm up on time. But I go to feed ponies and i'm pouring the grain in the buckets...and i hear them running. Then I see them in the back yard. So i'm thinking," ok so someone didn't lock the gate up tight earlier." nope they broke the chain to the gate. I ( Read more... )

ok..so since kevin and I aren't gonna get back together anytime in the near future...a coworker of mine is trying to hook me up with her boyfriend's cousin...her boy is half-vietnamese and his cousin is full...this is what his cousin looks like
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