So now my son is over a year old and life is better, mostly. I am starting to run my own business (well I am running it, making money not so much. I was depressed because Finn was taking all the happiness out of me. But I ended up with the happiest little boy so it's ok. Things to do so I must go!

A new year and a long time since my last post of anything important. So what's new in my life? Well I'm pregnant...actually i was pregnant when I made my last post/shortly about to conceive. I am due late May/early June and am not sure I want to have the child anymore. I'm thinking I may just be depressed and that it will pass with the birth of the ( Read more... )

This rocks

been a while since i posted here but here's what's going on... i am with still Jeremy and we live together. We have 2 kitties...see my myspace page http://www.myspace.com/cecilyvan for pics they are Lynx (male and is 9 lbs at 6 months old) and Lilu (female and 6 lbs at 6 months) sibs ( Read more... )

so yeah. I think it's been long enough so i won't be harrassed here anymore. But life is excellent: i work in tech support at intuit: still seasonal but happy: I have an amazing boyfriend who is incredible. I'm paying my bills on time and in general life is exactly what i want it to be right now. So um...yeah. Just wanted to drop a line to people ( Read more... )

I gotta promote my bf's music cuz i actually like it(and i do have a boyfriend now. His name's jeremy) and his website is www.JeremyTharp.com. SO yeah...check it out.

I'm not in an interracial relationship...nor even in a relationship. But I really like this guy I met through myspace. Yeah, he's white, i'm white so if this isn't appropriate just delete but I figure you guys might be able to gimme some advice. He's in the Navy. And yeah I just met him but I really like him and given sometime I'd probably fall for ( Read more... )

all this year has brought was betrayal. This time last year. 2 of my oldest friends betrayed me when they betrayed their boyfriends. My family doesn't love me because of anything about me other than we share teh same genes. My boyfriend, well exboyfriend doesn't cuz well, he broke up with me. And does not give a fuck. Who out there loves me? No one ( Read more... )

why the fuck would i take him back?

So after i get home. I eat wash some dishes then crash. Then I have a dream. I know Kevin was in it. And I am so still in love with him. I feel guilty about last night. I went to meet J. And we had sex. I really needed it and it was pretty good. But i feel like i shouldn't've. Cuz it would hurt Kevin. But he won't know. He doesn't even fucking care ( Read more... )