I have a question to ask anyone who feels they may have an answer. Bad things happen in life, and no matter how cautious we are we can't prevent these things from happening. The true test of a person is then how they handle these bad situations once they've happened. For example, the worst thing that I felt could happen to me has happened, I ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure how I got to where I am, and I soppose I'll never really understand it despite how hard I try. How do you stop asking why? and what if? How do you find a purpose for your life when all the purpose has been suddenly taken out of it?

...And my life falls down around my ears. Right now it seems I will never be ok again.

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Rick and I bought a brand new car. It is a 2003 Toyota Corolla S. It is a very nice car, but the whole car buying experience has been very stressful and filled with waiting. We went to Coeur d'Alene Honda on Monday morning. They told us having my grandma co-sign would be fine and that since Rick has a driver's license that it is no problem that ( Read more... )

This is me just seeing if I can still post after the computer reimage at work.

It seems like it should be the easiest relationship in the world, but to me it feels like the most difficult. As a small child I thought of my mother as a role model and a wonderful woman. As I got older my mom became the enemy. Now that I am an adult I still can't quite get the hang of having a peaceful relationship with my mother. She either ( Read more... )

What would you say if a good friend told you that she is willing to marry a man that she knows is not right because she would rather marry the wrong person then take the chance of never getting married? I gave the answer that I think most of us would give "You will find the right person. You just have to give it time." I would like to apologize ( Read more... )

August 15th has had a special significance for me for the last four years. This is the day I got kicked out of may parents house, just one day before my 18th Birthday. I know it seems kind of odd to celegrate getting kicked out, but I considerit to be one of he greatest things that could have happened to me. Since then I have been free of my ( Read more... )

The title was a huge sigh of relief because I have been very stressed out lately. Weddings are expensive, and for a while I didn't think Rick and I were going t be able to afford one. But things are starting to work out for the financial part of it. Now I can just enjoy making plans for the big day and think of all the wonderful things that come ( Read more... )