Once a Rogue, Always a Rogue

[silverpiscean]

So, last night I randomly started feeling very down with life. I lost faith in many things including people, love, the divine justice in the world. I hadn't felt that way in so long and it really scared me. I'm a lot more angry and upset with the world than I ever knew. I guess I just feel that I've been neglected. God has neglected me, my

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[aznangel607]

aww cheer up George. Don't lose faith so easily--since you know things, even though it may not seem like it now, will always work out for the best.
We're always here for you^^

-t.

[silverpiscean]

thanks so much sweetie. i hope you are doing well. we need to catch up sometime! let me know if you are ever in houston or austin.

[mrsmayer217]

g-
it was SO much fun to see you last night. i didn't know how much i missed you. as for all this "hates their guts" stuff, i'm right there with you my friend. we should chat more often.
all the love
- kid a

[silverpiscean]

i'm glad i finally got to see you too. we are very bad at planning and dinner was long overdue. holla if you are ever free and we can chill. haha i said holla...=)

[mrsmayer217]

haha you're so cute.

[silverpiscean]

thanks asha. you're comment really made me look at things in a different way. oh and, i'm so happy i got to see you in the hallway. i missed you. i hope you have a good week.

[sun_ken_artist]

Nothing comes out of thin air, it's not the way we work. Everything comes from somewhere, it's just that we cannot or do not want to see it, but at some point we just can't ignore it anymore.

The men in my life used to be cheaters, liars, wife-beaters, cowards, scum basically. I hated them, they were everything that was wrong in my world. I always used to wonder why I had no guy friends in high school, well there's my answer. But that's changed, not because "men" are different, but because I've met people that are different.

I don't really know how this applies to your post, but I think I'm trying to tell you to not give up. Just like Asha said, once you stop waiting and expecting things, then it all falls into place.

You mean a lot to us George, just take good care of yourself. Live your life the way you want and try not to be afraid of other's reactions. I know it's hard, but ultimately, if you're not happy, how could the people that care about you be?

[abcf0b]

let's not forget that i still love you :]