step one... admitting something is wrong

[silverpiscean]

ahh dammit. here comes another very Very VERY depressing live journal entry. i can seriously say that i am going to remember senior year as the absolute worst year of my entire life. i dont think i have ever felt so shitty or crappy until this year. i had my sad moments before... but this year has surpassed all of those sad moments. aiya

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*hug*

[abcf0b]

does it count that i think you've been one of the most encouraging persons in my life? smile for me you silly goose cuz life goes on... and if you think your life is depressing-- at least you'll never be one of those looney chinese mothers who try to live their lives through their children and are all in other kids' business (cough len).. ah now that's sad. a) you cant be a mother.. and b) your not chinese. hmm =) plus you're a george and you as the independent thinker will find your way, and i'm there if you need some help.

LOVE YA

[oohlala007]

GEOOOORGE!!! HOW THE HELL CAN YOU SAY THAT?!!? no self-worth?? OMG...you are seriously one of the smartest people i know..no kidding. You are also honest, nice, cool, funny, and the best DDR champ EVER! That sucks that colleges cant separate all the honest applicants that were true to themselves from all those who resorted to play "the game" to get in. But to tell you the truth, in the end you will be the winner. And PlanII?? that is damn good George!!! I think you will really enjoy it at UT! oh george! you are still young and in HS! dont let all these trival things bring you down! you are a wonderful person! you NEED to sit back, relax, and enjoy life a little bit more!

i will write you more poetry in flowering language if i knew what more to say

[mrsmayer217]

dearest george:
1) there is NOTHING wrong with UT. some people can't even qualify to apply. i understand wanting to be somewhere and being rejected. but you ARE wanted, understand?? (really??)
2) tuxes are SO overrated. you shall look smASHing no matter what you wear.
3) i love your guts. your guts are beautiful, and they shine through. you positively glow, darling, positIVEly, you hear?? your aura warms everyone around you. what can i do to help you see your glow?