Today was... fairly decent. Nothing major happened. I keep thinking about, what if I was different. What if I hadn't broken up with Scott? What if I wasn't so shy?If I were more sure of myself?
but, no, i'm not too depressed right now...
i feel tired.
but... i have a feeling the worst has passed. ... i hope.
Yes, I did it. It is glaring up at me like a fucking red line of god knows what.... it doesn't matter, the metaphors. But it IS glaring at me
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I have this feeling that I may be getting myself into something hard to get out of soon. I can't say what, because I'm not sure myself. I found a new 'daddy'. uh... eh... well, he's more like a grandaddy. but it's someone who cares. That's all that matters. I smoked a lot last night. yeah.... I SAID I'd quit..... MAYBE
well.... I am bored as hell. It's my off day, and I kinda wish they'd call me in. I go crazy when I don't work.... especially when I have more than one day off in a row
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