My ana is forever calling out to me, telling me I can do it, I NEED to, but I let her down. Every day. Disgusting blob of fat.... but what good does it do to put myself down? I NEED self-control. I always say, "I'll start a diet tomorrow," and the other day I did pretty good. But it isn't enough. I'm stuck in a size 15 and ma's down to a 10. 75
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